i’m trying to be happy with myself and everything but it’s just never going to happen
i can now say that i have broken every single promise i have ever made to myself. i don’t even know what’s happening to me, i’m slowly disintegrating and watching it happen. i hate it but i don’t know how to stop it without just simply by being me, but to be me i have to know who that is and i truly don’t know who that is and where she has even gone.
" I learned to be unfaithful from my parents. Not infidelity in the classic sense — but I was always prepared for the unhappy ending, which made me less willing to work toward a happy one. I was unfaithful to the idea of a well-adjusted future. "
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(Source: daphneemarie)